Maniacs is one of Charbel Baini's books translated from Arabic into English with introduction by Dr. Mostapha Helwe

Pottery breaks pottery

 

-1-

I'm afraid of those who stood in my way

Who poked their fingers in my eyes

Who poured lies into my religion

Who threw me into a crazy world

The people who are selling themselves

To the devil who stood before them

Stripped of fig leaves

Until they became like shadows 

Of their imagination

Walking while they are terrified! 

-2-

I planted flowers in their paths

They plucked the flowers and laughed at me

I gave them wine from my well

They drank the wine and clung to me

What can I do, my Lord?

They own the land... 

I own the exile.

Save me from their oppression... 

Stand a terrifying giant at my door

Who knows the secrets of the game! 

-3-

Their numbers... ate my numbers

And their calculations... 

Covered my calculations

And my days grew long in their eyes

They plucked at the strings of my nerves

They thought my madness was near

And my nerves would tire from the plucking

And they didn't know 

That when I'm suffering

My life is renewed with my suffering! 

-4-

They stole the bread from my table

And left my children screaming

They told me: Feed them, 

For your honour is in the womb

So that your honour may multiply

The one who has no children

Kills to amass wealth

He doesn't care if his children perish

He only cares if this world is in chaos! 

-5-

I'm afraid their hands will grow long,

And the alienation 

And its inhabitants will grow longer.

I'm afraid their crimes will reach their peak,

And destroy the love of humanity.

I'm afraid of unknown things,

Of people created in the night,

Their eyes wide open and dazed,

And on their lips, cries of woe.

-6-

If only I could create from myself,

A world that knows what's going on.

It happened

Perhaps I was reassuring myself

And planting day behind the night

But they're all distracted

And dying of joy

I warned them... 

They said: Poor thing

Pottery breaking pottery!

-7-

Where are they?! 

Where are they?! 

What happened to them

Their glories were shining

The earth is filled with their loved ones

And their minds are still the same?!

They didn't know the past doesn't return

And the present can't be bowed down

And no matter how hard they run, 

Death is swifter

And their end is a gift to evil?!

-8-

Where are they?! 

Where are those who were

The world was awakened by their words

And the heart that lost its faith

Will find its faith in their stories?!

They are lost, for their glory is lost

And they have become merchandise 

To be sold.

And their homes are shared with others

And thorns cover their paths

-9-

O my people standing in darkness

And the light is in your lamp

Waiting until you speak a word

That shines and grows as big as a star

Or shrinks and becomes a torch

They slaughtered you... 

And they painted their shoes

They sold you out. 

And filled their coffers

And you're still listening to their stories

Kill them. Oh, my people. Kill them

-10-

If only you knew the story

Whose letters were written in blood

The one they haven't even finished yet

And they weren't ashamed 

Of a mother's tear,

Or of a little child's cry,

Begging from extreme hunger

Standing at the door 

The tears flowed down his cheeks, 

And poison boiled in his heart.

-11-

Oh, if only our past would return, 

And displacement would erase the memory.

We left our handkerchiefs at the port, 

Perhaps tomorrow will welcome us.

We left them with raised banners, 

Telling our story with tears.

Perhaps justice will awaken 

And wipe the dust out of its face. 

-12-

They prayed for you. 

And they prayed for me..

And it wouldn't matter 

If they assassinated me

As long as you remain in me

The heart.

The soul. 

And the light of my eyes

I told you a word before

I saw you above the word passing by

And your eyes were covered. 

And the thief Is stealing from the pantry!

-13-

Forge a dagger from your braids

Prick them in their chests, don't delay

Their hands have choked your breath

And their crimes are growing stronger

Help me, unite your mass

With your worship, 

So that your body may grow

And they may fear your stature

Before the giant, my people

All the rulers will shrink.

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